"Soundlessly, relentlessly praying through your spaces of brokenness makes the heart bigger, until you hold the gift of God alone. " Ann Voskamp
I keep a little notebook that I use to record thank you notes to write and send. I try to either send a note, an email, or take a quick photo so that you see I received the beautiful items so many send my way. As I go to update my list, I see how terribly behind I am in writing thank you notes, however. How did I get so behind in the everyday things I used to do?
My PET scan went fine on Monday. I did get a bad headache, most likely from not being able to eat or drink anything all morning. But as I sat in the darkened room, in the recliner, after being injected with the radioactive tracer, I kept hearing the constant buzz of my phone vibrating. Each time it did, I envisioned all of you, praying for me. I was completely alone in that room, but only physically. Spiritually, I couldn't have felt more connected and comforted and deeply grateful. I thought of Ann's words… "relentlessly praying through your spaces of brokenness makes the heart bigger…" Amen.
So when will I receive my results?
Ummmmm. I don't know.
I have an appointment with Dr. Panwalkar and infusion, next Tuesday and I suspect it will be then that we will go over everything. And no. I don't read into whether he calls, or not. I don't feel the need to call him either.
In His perfect timing, I will know.
My thinking on so many things has flipped. At one time, I would have wanted to know test results right away. As quickly as possible.
Now? The little bubble of "I am doing just fine," is a good place to hang out.
HE has this.
"… relentlessly praying… until you hold the gift of God alone."
I will provide an update, as soon as I've discussed results with Dr. P.
Love to you all~